Fuck I’m grtting that sinking feeling inside my chest but, its different from the usual, this hurts more hnnnn I feel really ill augg h
I miss them but, they probably don’t miss me. Theyre probably more entertained with other things. Who needs to even talk to me, I’m uninteresting. They’re probably even starting to hate me or find me irritating. Who knows.
I’m so jealous and bitter it hurts. I really hate everything and everyone right now. Literally seeing everyone doing so well and being so happy is making me upset cause I been feeling awful for days and I wanna feel the happiness everyone else is feeling. I can’t fucking believe myself though, it isn’t like me to get this way, I love seeing people happy but, at the moment its making me so angry haha wow I’m such a disgusting bitter piece of shit.